yesterday...v went to Sg.Wang for karaoke in green box...hahahha...fucking boring mAn...
in karaoke i thought that something will happen but finally disappointed mAn....
NOTHING happened....
just that dun noe y Hong dun wan do sumting...if he do sumting,i will accept back him...yyy??
is fate i think....is FATE..
but between us is so close until can use one song from Rainnie Cheng...暧昧。。。
something between us is over for usual friend's relationship..
but not enough to become couple again...
haiz...just let it be naturally....
i can confirmed that i love him very very much...
but in front of others people,i will deny it...
i would like to let them think that i really putted it behind my brain...
but...myself noe that nor matter how i denied it...my heart will still go on....
if compare to others guy,that's more caring to him and i would like to noe more about him....
may be this is wat they called LOVE...
but my LOVE always one person only..always is myself fall in love only...y dun he LOVE me more then i love him....
I'm not sure wat he's thinking???
really hope to noe the answer whether he likes me ont...but on the other side,i scared to hear that answer that disappointed me....
thus i rather dun noe it...just acting blur and cant catch wat they said....
i just wan to PROTECT myself only...i really hope to hug him RIGHT NOW....miss him mAn...


and went kepong for dinner and he tried to get his parent 's permission to stay at his friend's house then genting kelang for pool...
whole process is not important...
is that i sit beside him..i can sleep at his shoulder..hope to sleep longer..
hope that he will feel my LOVE...
if not i got to be alone again on this time..~~~~to continue road of this LOVE feelings....

JUST DUN LET ME ALONE HERE...~~!!!!!!! house...and we went back