just wanna be crazzzzzyyyyyyyy......

wat ever i have been through is my most colourful life..
do wat ever stupid things...
laugh as loud as i can...
talk sumting that without containing any points...
3X very lame ,crazy ,stupid...
don't think that I'm always the craziest
but for some moment i need some encouragement
need a shoulder to rest...
vf asked me why suddenly i feel so down...
definitely I'm thinking some complicated stuff..
i asked him whether he see me EMO be4..
answer is no...of course..if us see me EMO in front u...
that's will be very negative happened...
dunnoe why some times got such images...
all the people died...in front of me...
then I'm the last one...
is that counted a patient that having mental problem??
hahahha...just mystery rite??
use 'LAUGH' to cover or so-called express my sadness is the best way for me...
especially when I'm totally crazy...with those stupid idea...
until i forget my sadness....
lame~~~

would u just caremore about me???

do u really noe wat im thinking,wats my feelings??
would u care more about me??
sumtimes i think that u dun even love me....
is im the one loving u onli..
all the things is i do for u..nt u doing for me..
im maintaining the relationship all the time..
wat have u done?do u really care for me and our relstionship??
everytime is im the one who hold ur hand 1st......
im hoping that u hold my hand automatically...
can u just be more more more 'automatically'...??

爱上了一个不会珍惜你的爱的人

爱上了一个不会珍惜你爱的人。。。
你会继续爱他吗？
你会后悔爱上他吗?
达人给了我一句话。。。。
我会放弃和他在一起，但依然爱着他，因为我真的很爱他。。。 (serious from my Ex)
很好的一句。。。
宁愿被他伤害都要继续爱他吗？