have been a long time i didn't update my blog already..i done many things this few week...went out wif different gangs..i think this was the 4th times i went to the Japanese restaurant in Sri Hartamas..the same thing attracting me was the shasimi..OUH gosh!!how could you resist this kind of temptation?FRESH and VALUABLE shasimi..NO one says NO!!
On the other hand, there is a best steak in town at Damansara Uptown..that's was nice!!Although it was quite expensive but it's worth..nice situation and nice steak...especially 50% cooked steak..i think 30% or 40% will be the best for me..that's was speechless or i said I can t describe my starvation on that plate of steak...If got another chance i want to go again..
And yesterday was Elton's father's birthday..his family planned a party for father..this party is great...and I'm the bar tender for a few minutes to prepare a cup of cocktail for Elton and my family..haha...the funniest thing is we secretly took his mum's VODKA to create our cocktail..we just hiding here and there...and moving around the party without letting his mum to know that...finally we succeed to do so..and the final product was quite nice...not bad not bad..and play play play~~~
After that went out yam cha with pauyee and caro...we just planned for our gals club..but so coincident, we met Samuel, hui hui and jiayee them..and start our conversation naturally although we do not talk to each other that much in secondary school..Surprisingly, we chatted for almost 2 hours there in mamak..talk about others gossip and our EX and much much more...kind of funny..hahha...really kinds of opinion and listener there...too much to mention until infinity...still dun wan go bac home while mum was calling...
Enjoyed that night...chatted with them...hahha..FuNNy stUff..

Genting's mooncake festival night

yesterday night is the mooncake festival..so far i ate three slices of mooncake with different flavour..all of us think that mooncake is too expensive nowadays..almost RM 10++ for one only..
i remembered last time only for RM8-RM9++ per mooncake..initially really i dun have any plan or activities for the mooncake festival night...when I'm coming back from Seremban, sky told me that they will be having a party in hostel..and ask me to join they all..i really wan to join..but at the last moment..my sis asked me to join their dinner in Kepong..blur case mAn..suddenly went into a stranger's world (a vegetarian restaurant)..then they juzt praying and start eating..WHAT?!what's going on?im so blur..i only know my sis, her bf and his cousin..wah seh~~then my sis gave us a idea for our activities for mooncake festival..GO GENTING HIGHLANDS!!!oh gosh!!this week is my 5th time for genting. Although last 4 times, i went to gohtong jaya only..haha..we brought our lanterns to genting..after v played fool around the playground, v went out for our 'main purpose'..surprisingly there were another family wanna celebrate mooncake festival at the same moment but in separately..

me and my sis

After v captured a few photos, v went to a secret place to have our supper(mamak stall)..that mamak stall really secretly hided..they brought me to parking lot and i asked where got mamak stall? but there were really one mamak stall but totally cant see from outside..they were really geng...this kind of mamak stall can be found by them too..

life ,SEX , buzy all the time

I'm so busy for whole day long..Firstly,yesterday 3 sumting only i go for bed then the next morning 8 sumting woke up. Tired mAn~~this was all because of those nice nice English dramas. Examples : One Tree Hill (season 6) , Gossip Girl (season 1&2)..

One Tree Hill Season 6

xoxo Gossip Girl Season 2

i really cant stand for the temptation to finish all of these by one shot. release faster plz~~~today afternoon after breakfast, i went out with Elton.haha..surprisingly, v just only have a drink at jusco and chit chat for an hour there...so many things v discussed. Joke, relationship, life and SEX!!that's the part I'm interested the MOST~~hahha..Elton~u become more mature..lolx.thanks Elton. Purposely come my house to fetch me and those gentleman action u done..I'm sure ur future gf will fell your love..I'm proud of you..keep on finding your soul-mate lol..but remember believe those worth for your super pure love..after v played around, i gotta go back home to 'PAINT'..plz understand my difficulties on this..i guessed Dave is the only noe..the one that i told..after 2 hours painting, i decided to go for a swim..i cant stop my favourite exercise which gives me relaxation although I'm already fucking tired..exhausted!!

sudden idea..freak out mAn~~

sudden idea for us!!today all the time i feel like wanna slept even when chatting with Leng them..GOSH!!may be this few days i went for swimming..everyday evening, but not bad.. just keep it on..keep on work...but my hair become~~~~CANT IMAGINE!just like bushes and my skin tone become darker and darker..BUT never mind..its healthy and relaxing..after all, we went for the chemistry lecture but bio class i really dun like attending it..i feel sleepy..but suddenly Dave asked us whether wanna skip the bio class..and sudden decision made..GO gontong jaya and come back for chemistry practical...crazied~~~but i like this kind of decision..more and more sudden decision...for my so -called sudden life..i cant control my outgoing, gregarious, crazy behaviour....i feel like going out all the time..actually this few days i went to gontong jaya..went for dinner or lunch...actually im going clubbing with friends..since they sicked..then cancelled...then backed sban...for the moon cake festival...my sis also coming back...sad mAn..my hse's rabbit....really really pity...

没有你

早上当我起身时，我又在想念你...
但我起身的定义到底要做么...
是要我起身感受孤单的感觉吗？？
我自己也不懂吧...
我感觉不到你的爱还是我不舍的离开你, 但我必须这样做..
把你放开，让彼此各自分开。。
也许我们彼此分开是一件好事。。

你上网了，但反而我们更没话聊，你在那忙什么做什么呢？
我也不懂...但我还是很想念你。。
刚起身，有那么多的精力...
但我的心还是冷的....
我不想回到这个地方...
因为那个是永远都是我一个人的地方...
这里什么都没有，有的就是一个个冷冰冰的东西...
包括了每个人....
但我依然会从地狱中把自己就会上来。。
但在我要结束这一遍文章时，我给了我自己一份很大的信心。。
我的人生不会因此而变得灰暗。。
我会继续走我多姿多彩的人生。。
也会在背后默默地爱着你。。
爱你让我领悟到很多东西。。
我终于明白他人所说的一句话的感受了。。。
爱一个人不是要拥有他，而是要让他找到真正的幸福。。
拥有他的人，但他的心不在，那么他也只是一个躯壳。。
只要他开心，你才是得到真正的幸福。。。

分手的感言

the more sweet momeries v had,the more sad memories v had...
u really cant imagine how much i love u..
but since problem occured...lets solve it... i cant stand it for this...

there is sum songs in my mind now...

1.转机
2.P.S 我爱你
3.分手要恨
i really dun wan this happen but it happened..
may be v really not suit to each other after yesterday v all having our lunch together..
during our conversation, i ady noe v cant be together again..
our topic totally different..may be time will show us our fate..
when it comes it comes, when it goes it goes..
although v break up, but i'll still love u...
anyway is glad to love u in my life...
hope u get ur happiness~~

YES~

play hard to let me forget something sad..
laugh to let myself tired..
crazy to let me dunnoe what i'm doing..
dun let me calm down..
let me be tired as much i can..
i beg u all...
i know i'm avoiding the truth..but really hope i'm dreaming for all of this..
who ever asked me out...even just met fews times...i'll said 'YES'...
went out for few days but back home at the next morning...

countdown for "the price of rice reduced" and continue with sing k until 5am fai , me N loong...nice to meet u 2..

not nice as last year's fireworks

went to a party purposely for the celebrity from taiwan at sg.wang and continue with the eye of Malaysia until 12am
morning promised my sis to watch movie together and from Kepong>Selayang>The curve>1U and back at 2am
oh!!gotta emphasize...fai's drifting is super super syok.. i got a chance to play this openly..

me N fai

tired mAn..tired to everything..even for love...
dunnoe how long i can withstand for this 'self-helping' love relationship...
sky r rite.. bf gf things more complicated..

AMEN!! hope it can be what i wished...

honey, i really hope this happen v still can be together..
i really cant imagine myself when u left me behind....
cz i really really fall in love with u..
many of my friends asked me why i love u...
cz love just reasonless and it is the most pure thing...
once u messed it..ur life ruin....our life is made by LOVE...
I'm hoping not the same reason for this time..cz this time is really the last time..
i wont give it a damn anymore after this time..although i had done so much for this relationship..
but it will be useless if u din appreciate that.....
hope u appreciate it if not it will just goes by goes...don hurt me anymore..
hope u wont let me feel disappointed...I REALLY HOPED NO DISAPPOINTED!!!

jerk

my parent such a jerk..
what i get for my result...do u all noe?
do u all interested to noe...
u all just asked me LIKE asking a sentence 'How r u?' to a usual usual friend..
u can imagine it?
how sad will be the children?dun they think abt care abt their child?
do u noe what subject i took?
jus ask me simply and din even listen to my answer...
just asking onli..and dun listen at all...
im telling u here...
I RATHER U DIN ASK BEFORE....
ITS HURTS....

happened...

whatever happened, just need to accept it as a truth..
cant just avoiding to face the reality..
many things happened recently..too many....and they came suddenly..
planned to quit from my life...but cant...
mostly sad things happened to me...yyy?
i just really hope that i can overcome all of this..
I MUST!!!FOR SURE..
cant relax anymore..power...give me the most strong power...
GAMBATEH...i can i can i can!!!

Pc Fair..

after my chemistry practical i went back home and wait for my sis to fetch me to pc fair.....
actually that time im not sure whether im going back sban ont...just tat..i hope to go back...cz here i dun hav car i cant do 'other' things....now i hope that my dad faster buy a car for my sis...i cant withstand this kind of days for longer..WITHOUT car...when v reached klcc...dunnoe y i became moody....really hope to scold sumone...let me release my anger plz~~be cz of the feeling of jealous?
i think so...mostly...

just wanna be crazzzzzyyyyyyyy......

wat ever i have been through is my most colourful life..
do wat ever stupid things...
laugh as loud as i can...
talk sumting that without containing any points...
3X very lame ,crazy ,stupid...
don't think that I'm always the craziest
but for some moment i need some encouragement
need a shoulder to rest...
vf asked me why suddenly i feel so down...
definitely I'm thinking some complicated stuff..
i asked him whether he see me EMO be4..
answer is no...of course..if us see me EMO in front u...
that's will be very negative happened...
dunnoe why some times got such images...
all the people died...in front of me...
then I'm the last one...
is that counted a patient that having mental problem??
hahahha...just mystery rite??
use 'LAUGH' to cover or so-called express my sadness is the best way for me...
especially when I'm totally crazy...with those stupid idea...
until i forget my sadness....
lame~~~

would u just caremore about me???

do u really noe wat im thinking,wats my feelings??
would u care more about me??
sumtimes i think that u dun even love me....
is im the one loving u onli..
all the things is i do for u..nt u doing for me..
im maintaining the relationship all the time..
wat have u done?do u really care for me and our relstionship??
everytime is im the one who hold ur hand 1st......
im hoping that u hold my hand automatically...
can u just be more more more 'automatically'...??

爱上了一个不会珍惜你的爱的人

爱上了一个不会珍惜你爱的人。。。
你会继续爱他吗？
你会后悔爱上他吗?
达人给了我一句话。。。。
我会放弃和他在一起，但依然爱着他，因为我真的很爱他。。。 (serious from my Ex)
很好的一句。。。
宁愿被他伤害都要继续爱他吗？

这爱的感觉永远都会存在我心里。。。好爱你哦！

wherever where i went, what im doing im always miss u very much...
sometimes i really even feel that u are beside me...
when i say i love u..dun doubt it..i really mean it..
im happy i noe u in my life....im glad i love u...

my new laptop..

today morning after i had my breakfast with my family in seremban garden...

v went jusco for my new laptop...hehe...quite happy for tat...finally i got one new laptop..

no need to use my sis's laptop again..haha...great...

无理由的不知不觉爱上你~~~~

爱一个人很难
但喜欢一个人很容易
但一旦你爱上一个人，你不会这么容易放弃
爱一个人可让你幸福或让你伤心
爱到底是幸福或伤心？
只差哪一线
天天想着他，想看到他，，想向更了解他
为他着想，关怀他，顾他的感受
无论得到的结果是什么，都会为他付出全部的心思
只要他开心就好
这还算爱一个人吗？
如果要去介意后果是什么，那你不然不要去做更好
竟然要做，就不要理后果
经自己的能力去让他觉得你是爱他的
勇敢的去爱，去跟随你的真心
如果你不说的话，可能你永远都没这个机会了
所以勇敢去吧。。。
yeah bAby Baby~~~!!!!
无理由的不知不觉的爱上你~~~~

shift hse...PV5 to PV6....

wah seh...shift hse really is a hardest things...so tiring....
all things got to start over again...got to set up everything...
dunnoe v go PV5 and come back PV6 how many times ady...
dun ask me to shift hse again....
shift one time got to die ady...cham..
whole body's muscle very pain..lucky got sumone massage for me...
if not more cham....

ShaSiMi~~~!!!nice nice nice....

last Saturday....morning we went to college to attend the 'chemistry seminar practical'...
one word...(SIENZZZ).....
then v have brunch together...
after that Hong and Siang helped me to clean my new house then they planned to ask me to pay their dinner bill....
and they so smart will choose those expensive food....like scallops....
after clean up and shift my things to the new house...
then they said that go Sri Hartamas to have our dinner...
so me,Hong,Siang and Mj went together....



Mj and i are trying to kiss mAn.....haha...OMG mAn....




really nice...especially the shashimi...the raw salmon...
eat how many times v also wont feel bored...
although i went there twice onli...
twice times i went there Hong is always the driver....hahha...
the bill is RM 185....but worth t...v must go again....~~~!!!!
then after dinner v went to 1U's both cinema to have our movie...
but v found that no tickets and not much movies for us...
then we went to Cineplex to see whether got movies for us ont...
how to say..v are so lucky that day...
v queued up for a while then the cashier told us wait for 7 minutes more to have nicer seats...those booked tickets...
then lucky v get it...we watch the movie named 'Fool's Gold'......



that movie very nice and funny....was worth to go for so many cinemas...
after movie was so late ady...of cz v wont miss our yam cha....
v were finding the 24 hours's yam cha places..
but v cant find it so v just got to go back Ali's Food Corner...
Siang strongly rejected to yam cha there but at last he also got to get down the car and go in....hahah....
finally v went back home cz everyone was tired..

yesterday went to genting for hong's birthday....

confusing where to celebrate for hong's birthday...
with this problem..almost argue with alex and vf them..
but alex ady sick...so his mum keep on asking him to go home...
so he planned to go back his hometown...and vf too...
so finally v four person only..really....haiz....
need to think how to celebrate with hong is quite difficult lah..
need special..initially no idea..
but after busy discussing with ff and sk then v planned to go genting highlands..
this is the 1st time i drive up to genting highlands..
hahha..once i said this was the 1st time i drive up...
hong immediately fasten his seat belt again..haha..
and hong's birthday cake very special.....u guess wat is it?hahahha..
u cant even predict his birthday cake is french fries..
19 years old..just eat 19 french fries...fun rite?
and v need to feed him on the spot...making wishes..
after that v went to many places to take photos....
then v played stimulus things...
v sleep on the middle of the road....
just scare cars come suddenly then v will be come 'BUMP' ady...no way~~~
and the police station just beside the road..
wah seh..fun playing on that..then secretly went in the play ground again.....
hahah...after tat mid nite v went back our car to sleep...
alamak...the whole nite cant even sleep...
cold mAn..cant even fall in sleep...
hehe...suddenly go to kiss hong...as one of his birthday kiss..
slept with hong..dunnoe how to describe that feeling...
is like in happy mood and nervous....complicated...
but im happy with hugging and kissing him...
then morning v went down the hill...we went to the pray place...for pray...
after that we went back kepong to have our breakfast...
then we went to jusco kepong....ff wanna buy things...
then v went back to our own hse...i slept..tired mAn..

go out wif 'them' again..

really miss our old time v go out together..
have been a long time v din chat for so long...
yeah..today i talked to siang for so much.
cz he was like prisoner usually..control by her..
forbidden him to talk to those in blacklist..
hahha..v chat so much in the car..
abt our both relationship...
asked why why why..
but no one can answer tis question..
v both also cant find a reason...
yeah...siang is rite..
ady need to let it off...but still finding the reason to keep it stay..
tats y is love..when u love sumone u will forgive their badness...
cz u love him...
tz for ur eternal shoulder, siang..
talk to u i can say it out wat im thinking...
and u r also so understanding...know wat im thinking, my feelings and others....
tq very much...

genting trip again..but this is more fun this time..

hahah..suddenly Nicole them asked us whether wan to go Genting Highlands ont...
of cz I'll say yes...nor matter..
cz i want to be crazy as much as i can..for some relaxation..
but until now..im still haven reached the max level..
need abundant of stimulus activities to reach the climax..
wat can v do in life??
life only go once...
of cz v need to do everything that v want to do..rite??
hahah..v took many many many photos...about 200 sumting..mAn..
here take a snap then there..hahha..really funny mAn...
fun when playing with them..
especially in the ghost house..hahha...
v just like turning like a ball in the dark corridors...
shouting anytime..and Jason very bad..
always scared us when there is nothing..
then when v saw the ghost he shout again..
all of us crazy playing that game..
but most regret is Nicole and Ah Mun din go in with us..cz they were too scared....
then v went to many places..
v brought ice-cream from MacD then went out for a walk..hahah....
cold+ cold =hot
v try to not neglect anyone..just play together lah..
lets crazy together mAn..shouting everywhere..
sitting on the road to take photos..once got car everyone is running no where...yeah..
nice nice...continue continue~~~
play until 4 sumting then v went to Steven corner for yam cha..
yam cha for 1 hour...everyone is tired and look like vampires...
then come back need to bath sumore and wait for the hair to dry...
so overall i slept for 2 hours only..then need to go to college for classes..
tired mAn...

accounting nite....suddenly genting trip..

accounting nite...busy for the whole day...
busy make up for them and myself.....
those boys want to apply foundation....
finally all went to the accounting nite...
but that nite also sienzzzz......
v just thinking wat can we do after that accounting nite....
actually we planned for clubbing but disappointed that no one want to go...
all look like very tired...so v went to MacD for yam cha...
then we went home to change our clothes....
then finally v told mr.Ng that v will be moving in May...
then v planned to cheat jon von to go yam cha...
but actually v were goin to genting.....
cz v were too free and planned to dun want sleep...
YeaH, went genting with my myvi......play play play~~~~....
shout out loud....hahhahha....
suprisely,jon von agree with us go to genting...
good...can play...cold mAn....woO Woo wOO WOo~~~~~
v even asked the police helped u take photo....
v loitered around outside of the first world hotel....
wah seh ady 2 sumting still loitering..
hahaha..this is our style....i really want to shout out that i love hong...
tiring walking here and there..
but lastly v five sleep in the car then v went back at 6am in the morning.....
and the next day's class is 8am...hahaha..
as our correct approximation....
v really over sleep cz too tired...so v 'pont' class again...
sleep until 2 sumting...hehe...

having our dinner suddenly at Genting Highlands

瓦煲冬粉大虾 （好吃！）







hahhah...just now v four----me,vf,mj and ws....wanna go out for dinner but is raining out there..
so i asked them where they wan to have their dinner.....
but suddenly mj and vf talk abt genting...
initially they are talking Genting Kelang but at last v think until Genting Highlands...
so v decided to go to Genting Highlands there to have our dinner near Gontang Jaya.....
crazy rite??but v felt fun on tis 'suddenly plan'...
just excited and adventurous...
go there without preparing anything...nice and like tat kind of trip.....
happy on tat...lucky im not the driver...wont be so tired...
v had our dinner at 德记 at Gontang Jaya there...
v ordered one dishes called 瓦煲冬粉大虾..........
that one nice...it contains 黄酒，冬粉，大虾.......
i think next time v go there v will test another restaurant for different dishes...
is kinda crazy we are...but nvm...tis is fun..

sux..

v planned for birthday celebration but finally the main character seem like dun like it and she din give any surprise expression...
she thought that v sure will celebrate for her...
but v can say one thing...
dun expect too much from us...wth....
then v all seem like not shuang...especially siew keong....
the result give him is totally different and disappointed.....
he just wanna she happy......
but she just showed the fuckin faces...wat lah....
after that v went for karoake...wat lah...expensive...1
2moro still hav exam...sing until morning 4am...
tat night sad...sing until tired...
only can express our my sadness...all is hong's fault....and the celebration...suX.....

anything colourful???

Question-S :

wat means of life??
wat can we do in life??
wat will we go through our life??
wat we hope for??
wat reason that let us we stay alive??
wat is our problems??
wat is our future??
wat is our responsibility to anything while v r alive...
who make our life colourful??

yeah~~~!!!CLUBBING clubbing CLUBING........wOO wOo WoO.........!!!

wey soon was planning to yam cha with Nicole them..but suddenly their plan changed...
changed to clubbing in Rums..
they asked us whether we wanna go...
im the 1st who said WAN.......
cz i really hope for that for a long long time ago....tz to all of them...
i really had fun there....i like it...
at there no need to think so much....just had fun...tats all...
next time u all got go just call me along...
i can release myself at there....
althought I'm sad that time...but i released it when clubbing....
i wan to go again.....wOO Woo wOo WoO~~~!!!!!

love just simple and complicated....

actually y i wan to so care about him??
he just a human beings...y my heart will so care about him??
rationally i should not continue thinking tis matter....
but my heart just will go to him...tis is the differences of physically and mentally....
i dun wan being like this...is so irritating...confused..
just dun care anything or the effect to do something???
just dun care wat will happen later???
just dun care whether he like me??
just dun wan make my life regret??
just dun stop yourself to do sumting if u wan to do in ur heart???
just do it???
just confusing~~!!!shit...y this all bothering me??
i just dun wan make myself regret...
y human got emotion and different feelings???
i just agree that i live him so much..
i just cant imagine i went to kepong to visit him only then come back again...
i just miss him very much..
i wan to ask him whether still OK??
i wan to concern about him...but~~~
i cant say it out...if i said it out...he will think that i will care about him always..
today when going back MU...i cried again...
i just become weaker and weaker in front of them..
back to the initial point...that time I'm so cool and playful..
but now i just showing my weak side to them...
NO NO~~~!!!!
be strong be strong be strong.....

given~~!!!

today, at home really sienz until crazy...try to on9 do revision ....
but finally alex called me...haiz....answered his call for 2 hours....woi seh mAn...
talk wat for 2 hours....hahahha..
but suddenly hong called for swimming at bukit jalil....
1st time..and i met shinny....nice mAn.....
friendly betul ni.....hahhahha...
and when v want to go to bath...hong and i tried to kiss in the water...
but finally...the feeling is very watery.....just drinking the pool's water....
i think better in atmosphere...
but i didnt imagine he really kiss...and it is french kiss sumore...
i thought he will joke onli...but he seriously kiss me...
then i asked him he still in love with her ont...
he answered me NO.......and he hugged me....

pasar malam.....yam cha wif yam gang.....^-^'''

i went with mj and nicole,jason,carmen,ke guin and others to cheras's pasar malam...
raining go pasar malam...not bad...with nicole them was fun....
ate many delicious food..........wanna go again with them...
later midnight,suddenly hong asked us go out yam cha...sumore with yam gang pulak..
strange mAn....yam gang, me ,Alex and siew keong....situation just......
cold....speechless....and the 'middle connection' between us...
hahhahha... he dun noe wat to do...
then i just trying communicate with them....
Alex and siew keong din say anything to them...
but nice to meet yam gang them lah...
the first time must be a bit feel like stranger but interact with them longer i think will OK de...
^-^"""

argue and sadness.....

yesterday v went to the curve...watched 'Ah long'....that movie was funny ....v laughed from the start until the end..my mood was bad yesterday...
i just not shuang..y he like me but he dun wan say it out???
if not enough brave, he is his problem....
this phase is presented by pau yee to hong....
the last two phase from" 蒲公英的眼泪" by Jay Chow.....
你已经分不清那是友情， 还是错过的爱情。。。。。。
Alex is right...he just cannot sure that...he dunnoe about his own feeling....
he not sure that he love me ont....im sitting there mAn....
today he suddenly asked me whether is that im not shuang......
we seem like arguing in college..
just that y he keep asking me tell him that who will go out with me....
then i told....but he just dun believe....and ask me prove it ....
just believe me....
i wont lie to u de lah...
after vf said sumting..i cried...
then better stop..if not i'll continue cryin.....
and hong become so quite....sosososo quite...
sad.....just that u dun wan say it out........

hate u but love u too....just dun stop the night...

wah seh~~~
when vf beside me..i cant even let her know that im updating this blog...in kepong over 24 hours ady.......after went syl's hse, we went to the curve..initially planned for a movie but do not have the right time..so we went to the pub outside THE STREET there had a drink.....situation still oklol....just enjoying that night....after that went SS2 for yam cha.....just pls dun stop the night....i dun wan home if not i'll be alone....really lame mAn....5 person went there but we all ordered 'ais kosong'.......hahhah..the waiter shocked...that day really 'wet' until so late...until 3sumting...then i overnight at pau yee's hse...then the next day,we go out again but the characters changed....this time.....we went to the curve again...for a movie...v just simply bang see which movie can watch......we watched 'vanished'.....a Japanese movie...a ghost movie...then back kepong to yam cha....v just thinking wat can v do that night...hong suggested go to PD...i really got that actuation to go to PD that night...but at last pau yee need to go home but i feel like not going home....really DUN WAN.....i dun wan be alone....pau yee and hong went home..but alex and me went gentingkelang's Steven corner...yam cha again.....v chat for so long....and chat for so many things that related to me and Alex...
Alex know im still in love wif hong...
then the next day,hong keep asking me that what i chatted with Alex..
he just dun believe me that i normally chatted with Alex....
disappointed mAn....
how can i tell him.....all v chatted are all related to him...
then he felt not shuang ady...really sux....

ur caring, u cant hide it anymore.....

when u r caring about me...i noe...
u cant hide it..
the more u say no,tat means u say yes...
examples: the more u say yourself din angry,then i will noe u are angry now...
how u cant hide it anymore???
i ady noe wat u are thinking...pls dun think too much sometimes...
but i am happy that u care about me...tz....
cz i noe u r caring me...
more that a caring if compare to friends...
REALLY MISS U HERE~~~~!!!!
love u~~~!!!

holiday vanished and things more complicated~~~

initially i got one week of holiday but now vanished.....
8th that day is election day..and v went to help them all..
then went to sunway pyramid....after walk walk..
my mum and me went for a massage.....foot relaxology...nice mAn...
then next day we went to the curve and ikea...
today went back melati here and 2moro going back again....haiz....driving also...WTF mAn ...
today i heard 2 news that make my life irritating and complicated....
haiz...y humans being need to be so smart???y need to think???
today dunnoe wat time got to go see house.....haiz....
exam is coming too...April..mid-course.....not yet start study mAn....
just tired to life now.....can v stop the time???can v just no need to think so much??
CAN EVERYTHING STOP????!!!!!!
miss u baby so much here mAn....

yesterday...v went to Sg.Wang for karaoke in green box...hahahha...fucking boring mAn...
in karaoke i thought that something will happen but finally disappointed mAn....
NOTHING happened....
just that dun noe y Hong dun wan do sumting...if he do sumting,i will accept back him...yyy??
is fate i think....is FATE..
but between us is so close until can use one song from Rainnie Cheng...暧昧。。。
something between us is over for usual friend's relationship..
but not enough to become couple again...
haiz...just let it be naturally....
i can confirmed that i love him very very much...
but in front of others people,i will deny it...
i would like to let them think that i really putted it behind my brain...
but...myself noe that nor matter how i denied it...my heart will still go on....
if compare to others guy,that's more caring to him and i would like to noe more about him....
may be this is wat they called LOVE...
but my LOVE always one person only..always is myself fall in love only...y dun he LOVE me more then i love him....
I'm not sure wat he's thinking???
really hope to noe the answer whether he likes me ont...but on the other side,i scared to hear that answer that disappointed me....
thus i rather dun noe it...just acting blur and cant catch wat they said....
i just wan to PROTECT myself only...i really hope to hug him RIGHT NOW....miss him mAn...


and went kepong for dinner and he tried to get his parent 's permission to stay at his friend's house then genting kelang for pool...
whole process is not important...
is that i sit beside him..i can sleep at his shoulder..hope to sleep longer..
hope that he will feel my LOVE...
if not i got to be alone again on this time..~~~~to continue road of this LOVE feelings....

JUST DUN LET ME ALONE HERE...~~!!!!!!! house...and we went back

1st time posting my blog in blogspot...
y everyone blogging using Chinese??
just hard when reading their blog...i prefer English..
yesterday, v went to station 1 for lunch and me,FF and SK went for pool..nice shoot..
may be 2day got mood to play tat game only...
others went to CC...hate CC..
nothing to do there...NO LIFE there~~!!!

during chemistry..
me and Hong,discussing about the subjects...
i wondering will i get As for my Chemistry..

MUST get A~~!!!

Today morning three members of ELHG talked something that i do not know....
but after chemistry..Hong asked me...
"can give him 'play' ont?"
of cz i will say no...
the other people say i will...
haiz..they really not enough know my characteristic...

reached home...jonvon,mj and vf keep on playing xdo n sdo...
haiz...dunnoe wat attracted them keep on playing...
and I'm alone there doing nothing....
haiz...just they cant stop playing xdo..???????
at nite..went to genting kelang for our dinner..
went face to face..haiz...
suckz...when v eating they swipe the floor...
they wont bother abt hygiene??
tis shows us tat they were not welcoming the customers..
they were asking the customers went off their shop....
brainless!!!!
use brain lah...
if wan to do our business then just use brain lah...
really geh heh yesterday...haiz....