have been a long time i didn't update my blog already..i done many things this few week...went out wif different gangs..i think this was the 4th times i went to the Japanese restaurant in Sri Hartamas..the same thing attracting me was the shasimi..OUH gosh!!how could you resist this kind of temptation?FRESH and VALUABLE shasimi..NO one says NO!!
On the other hand, there is a best steak in town at Damansara Uptown..that's was nice!!Although it was quite expensive but it's worth..nice situation and nice steak...especially 50% cooked steak..i think 30% or 40% will be the best for me..that's was speechless or i said I can t describe my starvation on that plate of steak...If got another chance i want to go again..
And yesterday was Elton's father's birthday..his family planned a party for father..this party is great...and I'm the bar tender for a few minutes to prepare a cup of cocktail for Elton and my family..haha...the funniest thing is we secretly took his mum's VODKA to create our cocktail..we just hiding here and there...and moving around the party without letting his mum to know that...finally we succeed to do so..and the final product was quite nice...not bad not bad..and play play play~~~
After that went out yam cha with pauyee and caro...we just planned for our gals club..but so coincident, we met Samuel, hui hui and jiayee them..and start our conversation naturally although we do not talk to each other that much in secondary school..Surprisingly, we chatted for almost 2 hours there in mamak..talk about others gossip and our EX and much much more...kind of funny..hahha...really kinds of opinion and listener there...too much to mention until infinity...still dun wan go bac home while mum was calling...
Enjoyed that night...chatted with them...hahha..FuNNy stUff..

Genting's mooncake festival night

yesterday night is the mooncake festival..so far i ate three slices of mooncake with different flavour..all of us think that mooncake is too expensive nowadays..almost RM 10++ for one only..
i remembered last time only for RM8-RM9++ per mooncake..initially really i dun have any plan or activities for the mooncake festival night...when I'm coming back from Seremban, sky told me that they will be having a party in hostel..and ask me to join they all..i really wan to join..but at the last moment..my sis asked me to join their dinner in Kepong..blur case mAn..suddenly went into a stranger's world (a vegetarian restaurant)..then they juzt praying and start eating..WHAT?!what's going on?im so blur..i only know my sis, her bf and his cousin..wah seh~~then my sis gave us a idea for our activities for mooncake festival..GO GENTING HIGHLANDS!!!oh gosh!!this week is my 5th time for genting. Although last 4 times, i went to gohtong jaya only..haha..we brought our lanterns to genting..after v played fool around the playground, v went out for our 'main purpose'..surprisingly there were another family wanna celebrate mooncake festival at the same moment but in separately..

me and my sis

After v captured a few photos, v went to a secret place to have our supper(mamak stall)..that mamak stall really secretly hided..they brought me to parking lot and i asked where got mamak stall? but there were really one mamak stall but totally cant see from outside..they were really geng...this kind of mamak stall can be found by them too..

life ,SEX , buzy all the time

I'm so busy for whole day long..Firstly,yesterday 3 sumting only i go for bed then the next morning 8 sumting woke up. Tired mAn~~this was all because of those nice nice English dramas. Examples : One Tree Hill (season 6) , Gossip Girl (season 1&2)..

One Tree Hill Season 6

xoxo Gossip Girl Season 2

i really cant stand for the temptation to finish all of these by one shot. release faster plz~~~today afternoon after breakfast, i went out with Elton.haha..surprisingly, v just only have a drink at jusco and chit chat for an hour there...so many things v discussed. Joke, relationship, life and SEX!!that's the part I'm interested the MOST~~hahha..Elton~u become more mature..lolx.thanks Elton. Purposely come my house to fetch me and those gentleman action u done..I'm sure ur future gf will fell your love..I'm proud of you..keep on finding your soul-mate lol..but remember believe those worth for your super pure love..after v played around, i gotta go back home to 'PAINT'..plz understand my difficulties on this..i guessed Dave is the only noe..the one that i told..after 2 hours painting, i decided to go for a swim..i cant stop my favourite exercise which gives me relaxation although I'm already fucking tired..exhausted!!

sudden idea..freak out mAn~~

sudden idea for us!!today all the time i feel like wanna slept even when chatting with Leng them..GOSH!!may be this few days i went for swimming..everyday evening, but not bad.. just keep it on..keep on work...but my hair become~~~~CANT IMAGINE!just like bushes and my skin tone become darker and darker..BUT never mind..its healthy and relaxing..after all, we went for the chemistry lecture but bio class i really dun like attending it..i feel sleepy..but suddenly Dave asked us whether wanna skip the bio class..and sudden decision made..GO gontong jaya and come back for chemistry practical...crazied~~~but i like this kind of decision..more and more sudden decision...for my so -called sudden life..i cant control my outgoing, gregarious, crazy behaviour....i feel like going out all the time..actually this few days i went to gontong jaya..went for dinner or lunch...actually im going clubbing with friends..since they sicked..then cancelled...then backed sban...for the moon cake festival...my sis also coming back...sad mAn..my hse's rabbit....really really pity...

没有你

早上当我起身时，我又在想念你...
但我起身的定义到底要做么...
是要我起身感受孤单的感觉吗？？
我自己也不懂吧...
我感觉不到你的爱还是我不舍的离开你, 但我必须这样做..
把你放开，让彼此各自分开。。
也许我们彼此分开是一件好事。。

你上网了，但反而我们更没话聊，你在那忙什么做什么呢？
我也不懂...但我还是很想念你。。
刚起身，有那么多的精力...
但我的心还是冷的....
我不想回到这个地方...
因为那个是永远都是我一个人的地方...
这里什么都没有，有的就是一个个冷冰冰的东西...
包括了每个人....
但我依然会从地狱中把自己就会上来。。
但在我要结束这一遍文章时，我给了我自己一份很大的信心。。
我的人生不会因此而变得灰暗。。
我会继续走我多姿多彩的人生。。
也会在背后默默地爱着你。。
爱你让我领悟到很多东西。。
我终于明白他人所说的一句话的感受了。。。
爱一个人不是要拥有他，而是要让他找到真正的幸福。。
拥有他的人，但他的心不在，那么他也只是一个躯壳。。
只要他开心，你才是得到真正的幸福。。。

分手的感言

the more sweet momeries v had,the more sad memories v had...
u really cant imagine how much i love u..
but since problem occured...lets solve it... i cant stand it for this...

there is sum songs in my mind now...

1.转机
2.P.S 我爱你
3.分手要恨
i really dun wan this happen but it happened..
may be v really not suit to each other after yesterday v all having our lunch together..
during our conversation, i ady noe v cant be together again..
our topic totally different..may be time will show us our fate..
when it comes it comes, when it goes it goes..
although v break up, but i'll still love u...
anyway is glad to love u in my life...
hope u get ur happiness~~

YES~

play hard to let me forget something sad..
laugh to let myself tired..
crazy to let me dunnoe what i'm doing..
dun let me calm down..
let me be tired as much i can..
i beg u all...
i know i'm avoiding the truth..but really hope i'm dreaming for all of this..
who ever asked me out...even just met fews times...i'll said 'YES'...
went out for few days but back home at the next morning...

countdown for "the price of rice reduced" and continue with sing k until 5am fai , me N loong...nice to meet u 2..

not nice as last year's fireworks

went to a party purposely for the celebrity from taiwan at sg.wang and continue with the eye of Malaysia until 12am
morning promised my sis to watch movie together and from Kepong>Selayang>The curve>1U and back at 2am
oh!!gotta emphasize...fai's drifting is super super syok.. i got a chance to play this openly..

me N fai

tired mAn..tired to everything..even for love...
dunnoe how long i can withstand for this 'self-helping' love relationship...
sky r rite.. bf gf things more complicated..

AMEN!! hope it can be what i wished...

honey, i really hope this happen v still can be together..
i really cant imagine myself when u left me behind....
cz i really really fall in love with u..
many of my friends asked me why i love u...
cz love just reasonless and it is the most pure thing...
once u messed it..ur life ruin....our life is made by LOVE...
I'm hoping not the same reason for this time..cz this time is really the last time..
i wont give it a damn anymore after this time..although i had done so much for this relationship..
but it will be useless if u din appreciate that.....
hope u appreciate it if not it will just goes by goes...don hurt me anymore..
hope u wont let me feel disappointed...I REALLY HOPED NO DISAPPOINTED!!!

jerk

my parent such a jerk..
what i get for my result...do u all noe?
do u all interested to noe...
u all just asked me LIKE asking a sentence 'How r u?' to a usual usual friend..
u can imagine it?
how sad will be the children?dun they think abt care abt their child?
do u noe what subject i took?
jus ask me simply and din even listen to my answer...
just asking onli..and dun listen at all...
im telling u here...
I RATHER U DIN ASK BEFORE....
ITS HURTS....

happened...

whatever happened, just need to accept it as a truth..
cant just avoiding to face the reality..
many things happened recently..too many....and they came suddenly..
planned to quit from my life...but cant...
mostly sad things happened to me...yyy?
i just really hope that i can overcome all of this..
I MUST!!!FOR SURE..
cant relax anymore..power...give me the most strong power...
GAMBATEH...i can i can i can!!!

Pc Fair..

after my chemistry practical i went back home and wait for my sis to fetch me to pc fair.....
actually that time im not sure whether im going back sban ont...just tat..i hope to go back...cz here i dun hav car i cant do 'other' things....now i hope that my dad faster buy a car for my sis...i cant withstand this kind of days for longer..WITHOUT car...when v reached klcc...dunnoe y i became moody....really hope to scold sumone...let me release my anger plz~~be cz of the feeling of jealous?
i think so...mostly...

just wanna be crazzzzzyyyyyyyy......

wat ever i have been through is my most colourful life..
do wat ever stupid things...
laugh as loud as i can...
talk sumting that without containing any points...
3X very lame ,crazy ,stupid...
don't think that I'm always the craziest
but for some moment i need some encouragement
need a shoulder to rest...
vf asked me why suddenly i feel so down...
definitely I'm thinking some complicated stuff..
i asked him whether he see me EMO be4..
answer is no...of course..if us see me EMO in front u...
that's will be very negative happened...
dunnoe why some times got such images...
all the people died...in front of me...
then I'm the last one...
is that counted a patient that having mental problem??
hahahha...just mystery rite??
use 'LAUGH' to cover or so-called express my sadness is the best way for me...
especially when I'm totally crazy...with those stupid idea...
until i forget my sadness....
lame~~~

would u just caremore about me???

do u really noe wat im thinking,wats my feelings??
would u care more about me??
sumtimes i think that u dun even love me....
is im the one loving u onli..
all the things is i do for u..nt u doing for me..
im maintaining the relationship all the time..
wat have u done?do u really care for me and our relstionship??
everytime is im the one who hold ur hand 1st......
im hoping that u hold my hand automatically...
can u just be more more more 'automatically'...??

爱上了一个不会珍惜你的爱的人

爱上了一个不会珍惜你爱的人。。。
你会继续爱他吗？
你会后悔爱上他吗?
达人给了我一句话。。。。
我会放弃和他在一起，但依然爱着他，因为我真的很爱他。。。 (serious from my Ex)
很好的一句。。。
宁愿被他伤害都要继续爱他吗？

这爱的感觉永远都会存在我心里。。。好爱你哦！

wherever where i went, what im doing im always miss u very much...
sometimes i really even feel that u are beside me...
when i say i love u..dun doubt it..i really mean it..
im happy i noe u in my life....im glad i love u...

my new laptop..

today morning after i had my breakfast with my family in seremban garden...

v went jusco for my new laptop...hehe...quite happy for tat...finally i got one new laptop..

no need to use my sis's laptop again..haha...great...

无理由的不知不觉爱上你~~~~

爱一个人很难
但喜欢一个人很容易
但一旦你爱上一个人，你不会这么容易放弃
爱一个人可让你幸福或让你伤心
爱到底是幸福或伤心？
只差哪一线
天天想着他，想看到他，，想向更了解他
为他着想，关怀他，顾他的感受
无论得到的结果是什么，都会为他付出全部的心思
只要他开心就好
这还算爱一个人吗？
如果要去介意后果是什么，那你不然不要去做更好
竟然要做，就不要理后果
经自己的能力去让他觉得你是爱他的
勇敢的去爱，去跟随你的真心
如果你不说的话，可能你永远都没这个机会了
所以勇敢去吧。。。
yeah bAby Baby~~~!!!!
无理由的不知不觉的爱上你~~~~

shift hse...PV5 to PV6....

wah seh...shift hse really is a hardest things...so tiring....
all things got to start over again...got to set up everything...
dunnoe v go PV5 and come back PV6 how many times ady...
dun ask me to shift hse again....
shift one time got to die ady...cham..
whole body's muscle very pain..lucky got sumone massage for me...
if not more cham....

ShaSiMi~~~!!!nice nice nice....

last Saturday....morning we went to college to attend the 'chemistry seminar practical'...
one word...(SIENZZZ).....
then v have brunch together...
after that Hong and Siang helped me to clean my new house then they planned to ask me to pay their dinner bill....
and they so smart will choose those expensive food....like scallops....
after clean up and shift my things to the new house...
then they said that go Sri Hartamas to have our dinner...
so me,Hong,Siang and Mj went together....



Mj and i are trying to kiss mAn.....haha...OMG mAn....




really nice...especially the shashimi...the raw salmon...
eat how many times v also wont feel bored...
although i went there twice onli...
twice times i went there Hong is always the driver....hahha...
the bill is RM 185....but worth t...v must go again....~~~!!!!
then after dinner v went to 1U's both cinema to have our movie...
but v found that no tickets and not much movies for us...
then we went to Cineplex to see whether got movies for us ont...
how to say..v are so lucky that day...
v queued up for a while then the cashier told us wait for 7 minutes more to have nicer seats...those booked tickets...
then lucky v get it...we watch the movie named 'Fool's Gold'......



that movie very nice and funny....was worth to go for so many cinemas...
after movie was so late ady...of cz v wont miss our yam cha....
v were finding the 24 hours's yam cha places..
but v cant find it so v just got to go back Ali's Food Corner...
Siang strongly rejected to yam cha there but at last he also got to get down the car and go in....hahah....
finally v went back home cz everyone was tired..

yesterday went to genting for hong's birthday....

confusing where to celebrate for hong's birthday...
with this problem..almost argue with alex and vf them..
but alex ady sick...so his mum keep on asking him to go home...
so he planned to go back his hometown...and vf too...
so finally v four person only..really....haiz....
need to think how to celebrate with hong is quite difficult lah..
need special..initially no idea..
but after busy discussing with ff and sk then v planned to go genting highlands..
this is the 1st time i drive up to genting highlands..
hahha..once i said this was the 1st time i drive up...
hong immediately fasten his seat belt again..haha..
and hong's birthday cake very special.....u guess wat is it?hahahha..
u cant even predict his birthday cake is french fries..
19 years old..just eat 19 french fries...fun rite?
and v need to feed him on the spot...making wishes..
after that v went to many places to take photos....
then v played stimulus things...
v sleep on the middle of the road....
just scare cars come suddenly then v will be come 'BUMP' ady...no way~~~
and the police station just beside the road..
wah seh..fun playing on that..then secretly went in the play ground again.....
hahah...after tat mid nite v went back our car to sleep...
alamak...the whole nite cant even sleep...
cold mAn..cant even fall in sleep...
hehe...suddenly go to kiss hong...as one of his birthday kiss..
slept with hong..dunnoe how to describe that feeling...
is like in happy mood and nervous....complicated...
but im happy with hugging and kissing him...
then morning v went down the hill...we went to the pray place...for pray...
after that we went back kepong to have our breakfast...
then we went to jusco kepong....ff wanna buy things...
then v went back to our own hse...i slept..tired mAn..